To me there's no worse hurt when dealing with relationships then knowing the guy you are absolutely involved with has left you, two hours after you've given birth to your guys first child to be with another female whom he deems more important. More worthy of his time, his affection, his attention and his presence than you and his new born child.
After being convinced that no matter what through it all he'll be there...he's gone.
There's many that comes in a close running for second place, but this by far has torn my heart apart.
What do you say to that? How do you respond? How are you supposed to feel? Noone wants to do the hard part by themselves. The appologies 5yrs later are a little to late but believe me they are deffinitely well deserved! I surely dont believe when ayone is planning on having a family they are planning it alone.
When things are falling apart how do you pick them back up? Was it because we were both so young and moving too fast? Too young to be thinking about let alone trying to have any kids? I think its safe to say that the last thing on any girls mind at 17 is to be having any kida and or having to do it alone.
Somethings just cant be saved...and at that point you hafta learn how to pick it up and keep it moving!!!
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